Tag: loner

Solitary Emotions

Posted on by Aziz Ampanwala

In a state of salinity emotions
Which ignited my inner turbulence
I limited myself for an occasion
Turned out into a loner’s destination
 
Backed up to start a journey
to woo my inner senses
I couldn’t step off the succession
Was unable to disguise those feelings
 
Struggling to find a plain
Where I could rest my wounded soul
It was seasoned to be nurture with love
But barren were those thoughts serene
 
The four cornered wall was my seize
Turned into a block of life with ease
There was no support in the square
Only were those rotten® dreams

Trapped in a Cage

Posted on by Aziz Ampanwala

I tried to follow what they said
i did what i could
to understand why they said
tried and tested
i am a loner with no experience
just followed what they said

How well did they cultivate my thoughts
it all felt green and bliss
not knowing what they are up-to
i pursued their dreams

it so happen one moment
i realized this is not what i wanted
keeping my feet on toes
i planned a runaway from this prison

Days passed by thinking …
so did months,
sad within to understand,
its a wide spread of infection
which had no end to its connection !!

i accumulated some strength
to say what i had to
not knowing this would end my journey
before it even began ..

so, here i was in the middle of seesaw
both end had flames
slowly but surely
it would hurt now and then !!

I curse my sense of their belonging
it made me a slave of their dreams
i would just keep on thinking
is there a way i could stop, whats happening?